Here I am in a time (ha ha) where it looks like all the doors have closed. (We are just becoming aware that all the windows are open.) We are all sorts of freaking out and trying to keep our insane minds busy because, dude, look at all this bad shit scary end of humanity type stories out there. Armageddon, for Christ's Sake. What is up with the death wish self-fulfilling prophesying shit? Or the story about some people are better than others and will be saved, while others just what?, disappear? Suffer more? (This is incredible brain/mind assumptions that are surfacing. I am strong enough to observe without making a story out of it. I am strong enough to just 'observe' without likes or dislikes. OMG, this is powerful.) I have been a Christian since age 5. I know the stories very well. Because of my stress disordered brain chemical electrical impulse impaired reactions I am seriously fucked. Yep. That was one of the old stories. Hmmm. How utterly interesting. Hmmm.
I am busting unbelief thoughts in the moment.
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I am hearing some fear echoes. The ego hasn't let go completely. It keeps hiding from me and sneaking in from lots of different directions. This is so interesting to me. I am so curious about all this emoting in the brain/mind. It clings to its pain. So the thoughts and focus are outta whack here for the resourcefulness I am looking for here in myself (ha ha). Hmmm. Hmmm.
Maybe I am being too hard on Sandra. I do expect a lot of letting go all the time. She is kind of pissed about giving up likes, but she understands that the beauty is the dislikes are gone too and how grateful-waves hit her concerning this beauty. Ahhh, the beauty of letting go of ego is this… everyone is falling all over themselves to help each other, and once more, (what if we make that an intention?) everyone is falling all over themselves to help each other. The wave of Oneness we are experiencing causes us to become the Age of Cooperativity. Ultimate Joy is holding on to your neighbors hand and helping them have everything they need as they do the same for you.
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Our power grows exponentially every time we add one more. Stop and say that last sentence several times to yourself, until you get the intensity of it, which is the new perspective skill you need to understand and experience what I am experiencing.
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From my talk with Jill: What a wonderful time to be alive, and how great is her job anyway? She gets to talk to people like me who are immerging. We are gathering like Deepak Chopra talks about. This gives me a powerful image to send to my brain/mind. I am imaging what it would be like to be a part of that gathering. The imagining cells.
We are using our imaginations to tell better stories here in the now. We have been given all this energy and now that we are in the moment, we know how to use it in the most resourceful way for the benefit of every part of the whole.
For every human part, every earth part and every spirit part we give it all and we are taken care of, every need, all of us.
This is possible in my imagination so it is possible for the whole.
This is manifesting in the hearts of everyone all at once.
It is as if this energy is welling up from the very earth orb. This is the dream of Oneness waking up and winking at us. It is like a worldwideduh.moment.yeah. This is the beautiful story I am telling. We wake up and turn to the other to embrace ourselves. This story causes peace, not-judgment, curiosity, friendliness, cooperation and the end of not-health.
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I observe that I am overcome by the mind sometimes but I am becoming the one who is never overcome by the mind anymore. Yes, I observe and I intend. These are dance partners in my brain/mind and in my spirit. Observation and intension are the perfect team of resourcefulness; This is a skill anyone can develop.
I developed it while I powerfully intended myself all the way to homelessness. Ha ha. Oops. So, what I am saying here is that if you have messed everything up pretty bad so far… take heart… once you get that turned in a better direction… you will be glad for your intensity and energy levels skills.
Learning to generate and regulate energy is a powerful skill that most of us foul-ups have perfected. We just need to tell many more resourceful stories. Hmmm.
The only thing I need to 'do' is watch my thoughts, by being the observer self, and then tell a more resourceful for the Oneness, story. The beauty is, without judgment and by being the true observer… this makes that resourceful story coming directly out of the mouth of god and all the beautiful stories that are coming from it. Ha ha, ha. The powerfully bad intenders unite and become the powerfully resourceful intenders. Why not? That which has confounded now clarifies. We have been sensing these energies and now we are understanding them.
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When I speak words aloud about how not resourceful my circumstances are I am giving those stories power. When I turn away from these stories about how it is and how I just don't like (or do like) how it is, then I am taking away their power and this causes them to disappear. The intention is the (re)direction of this newly released power.
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What I do like, hmmm, it gives me Joy when everyone and everything is cared for. I am telling a story about that. Everyone and everything is cared for. I am telling the story about how everyone is telling the stories of Everyone and Everything is cared for. We are seeing reality, worldwide, the grass roots most of us, and that is causing all manner of loving stories happening.
I intend clarity at any given moment.
Living in the moment is clarity.
I am the peace to the degree that I am clear.
I am intending ultimate, perfect clarity.
I have the power to make this happen.
I am certain.
My faith is ultimate. I am 'allowing all that' in my life.
I believe this is the rapture talked about in my dear Christianity and Jesus is giving it to us still. I have been raptured, the rapture is happening. This is not arrogance. This is the ultimate humility and faithfulness to god. I am speaking what is. I see the power available to me and I am wielding it with faithfulness to the details of resourcefulness to everyone and everything. Ultimate Resourcefulness means everyone and everything has all that is needed to be healthy, wealthy and wise, ahhh, the beauty. Can you see it? Can you imagine this?
Can you suspend judgment and imagine this with me?