My Brain/Mind is on the Wellness Path

I was stressing yesterday.  I don't stress very much any more.  I have become one with 'Everything is Okay'.  It gave me something interesting to look at though.  I was having Passion and thought that I needed to tone the intensity of the feelings down (and save a little bit...) its cool... but I want to use all the possible available moments by the best and most resourceful way.  I desire Wellness. 

 I Intend by saying...

I Am Well.  (Just Writing That Statement down made it Come to Pass.  I Am Truly Well.  I Am Well Beyond My Own Dreams.)  I Am Eating Better Than Ever.  I Am finding the Right Nutrients.

I Have Completely Overcome My Mental Illness.  I Am Using a Separate Apparatus (new operating system, Not The Brain/Mind, No Emoting but Lots of Feeling) Now to make My Choices and Intend.  My Human Brain/Mind is Where the Illness is... It Has No Control In my Life Now. Ha ha. I Am One with the Universe. Yeah, Cause and Effect. Everything I Intend Causes Movement in the Quantum Soup. Every Movement of Energy causes Another Movement of Energy. We are in a beautiful dance with all that is. My Heart Sings. I Intended This In My Darkest Hours. I Have Had This Dream My Whole Life. The Brain/Mind is sort of gimping along, shuffling its feet, "Sure, whatever, my heart sings, yeah… huh… life is too hard, I can't do this, why are you being so fucking bold?, you are freaking me out, o the pain, help me, help me, you have to stop before you fall your hardest fall." Yes, I listen to the Physical Brain/Mind. I Hear it and See Its Message. I Am Finding More Healing Every Day In Spite of the wonderful mess that is named Sandra.

I Have Been Intending All My Life. I See it Clearly. I was so Mixed-Up in my Brain/Mind. I could not figure anything out with certainty. I could not stop the emote process of suffering. My Brain/Mind seems to be fairly hardwired a certain way. (I Got Complete Control over this challenge on August 26, 2009.) I Am still working with the Brain/Mind every day. Doing this life in the moment, where Good Sense and Inspiration Blossom, is keenly (resourceful) satisfying… ha ha… now that I don't need satisfaction. It is Getting Better Every Day. The Brain/Mind is coming along on the Path of Wellness. That is Great; I am on the Path of Wellness in a new more Resourceful Way. My Wellness is Abundant. My Wellness Is Overflowing. I Am Doing This without Effort Now that the Originating Thoughts are so Resourceful.

I Start Intending and Follow up by Practicing Having Faith and Certainty About that Intention. The Stronger my Certainty and Faith the more Powerful My Intentions. Lucky for Me, Faith and Certainty Can Be Grown Into.

The 'Doing' is Happening. Oh, Sweet Jesus, We have Never Been Closer and You Saved My Life So Many Times. Thank You Jesus, for taking me on this incredible journey of Ultimate Surrender. I Have Surrendered My Will Over. I Cannot Describe the Beauty I Am Experiencing.

I Have Lived Through 50 Years of Profound Confusion. I Could not Make Anything Work for very long. I could not stop emoting suffering. And Now… I Am out of bed. Pain is in the Past and I don't have to look at that illusion. I Am in Control of the Emoting Process. I Am Alive and I Can See Clearly. OMG.

I Am In The Process of Watching this body, brain/mind (ego) construction. It Has My Undivided Attention.

Hmmm. What is she up to today?

Allowing the 'Doing', very Resourceful.

I Have Sandra On a Very Disciplined Healing Diet. I Spend Time Taking Care of This Sweet Lady. Sometimes she is clueless, but she means well. She sure does have a lot of Love in her. She is doing well with ordering her thoughts. She Gets Better Every Day. (It helps me to understand myself better when I pull myself into parts. I Am Reinforcing My Healing and reassuring myself of Continued Growth. I Am Growing My Faith and Certainty.)

I don't Work at anything anymore. I Happen. Happening is a Ton of Fun.